You always get so turned on by the thought of eating your cum, but you can never seem to get yourself there. You stroke and jerk your dick thinking the whole time "this is going to be it, im GOING to eat my cum!!"
My darling cuckold, you so badly want to please me by eating cum. I know you’d eagerly lick up the cream pie just to taste my pussy, but you’re going to have to learn to love cum, too. You can start with your own.
The fact that you enjoy watching many cum eating instructions videos, and you have not given it a try, it has not much sense. But, it does not mean you have to eat it all, however, if you have never tried, this is the right time.